you guys will be the first and the last...

Despite the fact that the boys are no longer together, i will still be the same. Always will, always have. There's no point failing into another to find a replacement, because to me, they are irreplaceable.

'用灵魂唱歌的歌者'. That is how i describe them. Some of you might be really fed up of me writing these here every time, but it's only when i think of them, i get inspired to a lot of thing. They taught me how to laugh, they taught me not to cry, they taught me not to ever fall for idols anymore. As perfect and handsome as it may seems when its picture perfect, when you first saw them, they were there everyday in your life, till you laugh like there's no tomorrow. How heartbreaking it is when everything falls apart. Maybe i was just stupid to believe that they will survive, but in reality, never, there will never be any group that will survive the time.

I am not blaming. Not at all blaming on. I will only be thankful for the days they were there in my life. Even though it's a harsh reality to accept that they were no longer together, the beautiful memories will still be embedded vividly. I give my words, that you guys will be the first and the last.

Same to the so called 'fans'. As beautiful as ever their words of promise, save it!! Save it, if you couldnt stick to whatever you say. Go to whichever your new 'special someone' is. We don't need someone like these!