Wednesday, January 27, 2010

life's struggling as a law student

Both thumbs up for the lawyers n graduated law students. How the hell can they make it that far? Will i even get to go that far?

Suddenly feel like i have been holding my breathe for this whole week, i can't breathe.>< This hectic chaos week filled with tutorials and assignments. As if we dun have enough stuff to do, what's with the fucking workshop thingy! How "considerate" the school is for arranging such "benefiting" activities at this point of time.

Only when these times come, we'll start to realize what's the point of studying so much? I would have been better off choosing something easier, I would have been better off working and earning my own money. It's only during these sensitive moments, i heard a lot of sound from the surrounding expressing regrets for taking up the course.

Feel so damn stressed out. Quote from Waen Yien:"I swear i must survive in these bloody two weeks."

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

it's so hard being a kpop lover><

Someone told me, there would not be anyone wanting for the concert ticket. Someone told me, they wouldn't wanna go even someone gave them the concert ticket. Well i say, you guys are just too wrong. You don't know how hard it is being a kpop lover.

As soon as class ended at 12:30, i was there inside the ktm at no time at all, heading down to Sungei Wang alone. Wai Hung who was only there at 1 o'clock, called to tell that there was so many people. I joined in the queue at around 2 and i was only able to successfully purchase my ticket at around 6:30p.m. A total of 4 hours standing. My poor spine~ Imagine that... It was like queuing up to see the actual Super Junior. In fact, some of them who walked pass there thought that we were really queuing for a signing session by celebrity.

Initially, i was queuing in a place where i could not even see the poster at the counter. The queue only starts moving at around 2:30p.m in a caterpillar pace. Slowly, the poster came into view.

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While i was halfway through the queue, i just couldn't hold my tears when i look into the poster. I was all so tired but i told myself, i will stand until i can get the tickets, the access to seeing them in person. I don't see myself as a real fan of them, i don't call myself an elf, but that i was being so insist to see them once because i do not want to lose this maybe once in a lifetime chance, i do not wanna regret when there's no second chance anymore. Just how much i wanna see my boys perform again, but they are no longer together again.


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I again wonder whether these stars notice that we were doing all these just to see them even once in person. The situation would not be that exaggerating if it has not been kpop singer. Why is it only for the Koreans celebrities the fans go nuts? Ask myself.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Super Junior is gonna be in town!!

How excited is this! "A little spice and everything nice" added to this sucks-to-hell university life. Even before taking off for CNY, what is there to feel excited about. The assessed Land law assignment? The non-assessed international law assignment? The tutorials? Just the thought of it, i can't breath~~>< Trying so hard not to hate it, trying to embrace. OH GOD! *vomit*

Anyways, the elf's beloved is gonna be in town on 20th March for their 2nd Asia Tour Concert "Super Show 2"! 7pm, Stadium Bukit Jalil.

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Will i miss it for the world? Hell no! Even it's about me and my backpack. Fortunately, housemates are coming along. Tickets start selling on Monday. Will be there to grab the best seats.

Dun miss this rare chance to watch the biggest boy band alive perform in Malaysia. Super Junior fans, the time is now. Dun regret before you miss it, dun regret when there's no other chance.

How i hope i can see my boys perform again...

Saturday, January 16, 2010

How will u feel if it was u...

How will you feel when you have to confront your love ones?

The feeling of being sandwiched, it sucks! I would not ever wanna do so to my love ones, but they were right - he was wrong. I just could not sit and do nothing about it. I will just have to confront because i too agree that it's wrong.

It sucks a lot to feel sorry, sorry for that someone that i love, that someone i will never wanna hurt, that someone i would always wanna protect. But then, i am also sorry for hurting him all the time myself. Besides feeling sorry, i got nothing more to say. Just wanna tell that special someone, i love him so much even though i dun look like i do.<<3

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Dating with the stars

Suddenly thought of this... For the past few years, since the last relationship, i have been living my life of dating with the stars.

My lovely angels...

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They were there starting from day one...

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A relationship of four years...

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Sort of head over heals with these someones that will never be mine. Come to think of it, isn't it better than the real life relationship? At least there's no betrayal and heart breaks, no promises no excuses.

That was when the picture was perfect. What happens when everything turns around? There will still be promises that are forgotten and hearts broken.

They walked into the life, sprinkle colours in it and when the picture's so perfect, are they gonna just leave?

Despite all those incidents, they remain as my love ones, remain as the ones that have left traces in this memory of life.





*Credit pictures to logos

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Please Don't...

오빠들 지금 포기할거예요?
우리들을 잊어버릴거예요?

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우리의 약속...다잊어버렸었요?

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제발...포기하지말아요...
우리 아직도 기다릴게요...






Credits: Mr.Park
翻译:ICE 制图 点点
Credits: 百度东方神起吧

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Tasteless

Happy Christmas and Happy New Year!!

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Am i just too late to greet everyone? Well... i dun think anyone will give a damn.

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I can't believe it's already a whole new year! and today is right about the 6th day of year 2010. This new year just feel so unreal to me. I used to feel so overwhelm that a new year is coming, so enthusiastic of what is coming my way in this new year. But this year, despite the trip to Singapore with mom, i slacked through my holidays. When will one ever really stick to their study plan on holidays anyways? Not to mention, these are holidays for celebrations. So yeah~ i'm blaming on the holidays.

Gosh~ Law school starts again next Monday! New study environment at the new campus but still the same old course mates and lecturers. I agree with Suet Mei. She said she will fall flat on the ground. So do i, when everyone will land safely and running their ass off for their way to board the plane to Reading for year 3.

It is really heavy to pick up the books again. I'm just too lazy to move. Isn't it great to lay on the bed whole day and watch my pps from morning till the sun set? I'm just literally living a tasteless life now. Here goes the starting of my new year.