I stuck in the middle of my mind, others stuck for words to say.

So stuck in the middle of my own thoughts now, goin back and forth.

When people say that you should follow your heart, just do whatever you wanna do. Is this even true? This is just a good and positive way to say it. Isn't this behaviour consider to be selfish? Sometimes, the world is not only about yourself. It's not about what you think is right and what is wrong. It's not about what you should do and what you should not do. There are these norms that we should follow. If people thinks this way, it goes this way. No matter what you do, it will still not alter any of their thoughts. That is why the reason i feel so dilemma. On one hand, i have my thoughts of doin things my way, on the other hand, should i do it? How will people think of me when i have done it. The most important of all, how will my own parents think of me?

I tried talking to friends about this. Like i said, they were all stuck for words to say. I know now that this is a personal feeling, it's subjective and no one will provide an appropriate advice or comfort to me and tonight, i shall sleep on my pillow and figure this out myself.